'I may be love's bitch but at least I'm man enough to admit it'
Firstly, I must, must, MUST thank my much missed Priya! She helped me put up the blogskin, cbox and whanot or would never have started this blog...so, thanks a lot darling! By the way, this is my first official post..hehe...Priya did the honours with the very very first one.
Secondly, I must give a big HUG to all my friends for helping me deal with the Q problems. Hear that Annona? Thanks for accompanying me the past few days and of course, Tasha! For accompanying me and trying to cheer me up. Thank you Ann Nie for always being on the phone right when I need you...not to forget Brian Chin! And Brian Yong aka hedgehog! hahaha...it’s like I’m giving my Oscar speech eh? Hahah...I can imagine Priya going HUH? WHAT Q PROBLEMS? I’m gonna come back and kill him or rather castrate and slowly torture him to death. Love you too hun.
Today, how should I describe today? It’s been a horrible week altogether. I prolly wouldn’t have managed to hold out if not for my close bunch of friends. I really wonder sometimes how much you care. I really wonder sometimes if you know each hurtful word that leaves your lips is sufficient to kill me. I really wonder sometimes if you know I’m merely putting on a mask of fake happyfyingness, trying to mend the situation and I’m just dying inside, breaking down in tears when all my efforts seem so futile. I’m in too deep now, I should have know from the beginning, my downfall would be caused by a fruit...yes darling, a fruit...or we could always say an alphabet. Depressing much? I honestly hope tomorrow will be better but by the way things are going, I highly doubt it.
Well, that just goes to show, guys can never be trusted! They can never be trusted to hold your fragile heart in their hands and not shatter them. To hold it and care for it and make sure they never lose it. Well, the guys I fall in love with anyway. So, guy friends please don’t take my comment to heart eh? This is me talking to my heart : see him? You’re attracted to him that means he is trouble! So, please stay away from him..he’s bad bad news! Don’t go knocking down his heart’s door begging to be let in. Are you going to listen to me huh? No? Bad, bad heart! Haha...no worries though, I ain’t going to go run off to some monastery, shave all my hair off, and become a nun. Why you ask? Well my next few lines will reveal why!
Well here’s one guy who hasn’t disappointed me yet, aites? Unfortunately, he’s someone on TV. Actually, there are a few who have yet to disappoint me. BUT! He’s been making me feel better bout the whole kiwi situation...ahahha...so, the guy of the day would be..Spike from buffy the Vampire Slayer. Yes, yes. I’ve always liked watching Buffy. Unfortunately, I could never catch the airings and I couldn’t find any ahem ahem*cough cough* respectable places that sell ORIGINAL VCDS and DVDS. I just found my heaven last year...just look for Victory videos in Telawi. Bloody clear, with subtitles, different languages, special features and if you run into any problems, you can easily make the exchange. Take for example, Ms. Newbie here wanted to change City of Ember because I was having problems with it! Was watching it halfway and it hung! Funny thing was, I could watch it clearly without a hitch at my grandma’s place! And I was dying to know the ending!
So, I went with annona today to get it changed. The lady there knows me pretty well..I would think so too! Especially since I do go on my binge shopping spree there buying up to Rm 200! She grins at me and I tell her my problem. She asks, oh, what chapter has this problem? Then I panicked..oh dear, she’s gonna check it and it’s gonna play well and she ain’t gonna change it for me. Haha..then i start explaining it’s fine with other players but I can’t watch it on mine. This lady here starts laughing and says calm down, relax I know I know. I have that problem too sometimes. I’m such a hyperventilater. Haha..yeah..it’s not a real word..but my friends should understand what I mean eh?
Anyhow, back to buffy! Spikey boy here only appears in season 5, 6, 7! And a few episodes in season 2. Hah! He was originally suppose to appear in 2 episodes only but due to popular demand, he was cast as Buffy’s ‘convenient’ love interest later on...and boy am I glad, the rest of the female...and..ahem some male population agree with me:P Spike is smoking HOT. Honestly, his cheekbones are to die for and with his platinum blonde locks...wheet...decked all in black and he loves Buffy so much. He really provides a lot of awww moments which just melt my heart. Like this one line which even Annona thinks is super sweet! He said it to Buffy after she is brought back from being dead. ‘I just want you to know I saved you. Not when it mattered of course but after that. Every night after that. I was stronger, faster, more clever. Every night I save you.’
You know what? This post is getting way too long so I shall end it here and sorry for lacking pictures. I shall post more up the next time I blog aites? Until then, presenting the legendary Spike! Songs of the day(I’m so into these two songs right now) : Ne Yo-Mad(I actually don’t like his songs but this is wonderful) and Taylor Swift’s : Fearless
Look at those cheekbones will you?
'Love isn't logic in your brains, children...it's blood running through your veins, screaming for you to work it out'
just look at the man!